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Who a woman is (not)
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Plumes engagées
Who a woman is (not)
Keren Venkaya Poliah.
À l’heure du tout à l’image et du buzz sans suite, «l’express» souhaite faire découvrir la plume de poètes, de chanteurs, d’écrivains et de tous ceux qui jettent leur âme sur le papier, et qui mettent en mots des réflexions sur la condition des femmes.
Darling, listen closely
to the murmurs of a night hiding the sight
of women with skin glistening like rubies.
Their tresses, dried and curled,
rest on their shoulders–
to some, representing the pillar of femininity.
Family and friends, strangers and passers-by,
lean against the wall and recognise them
as the woman they define:
the woman in a cubicle,
the woman behind the silver-beaded curtains,
painted lips, stabbing the floor
with metallic heels.
The woman whose skin glistens,
not like diamonds or rubies,
but like a brass doorknob
they can turn and twist.
The woman who is veneered as an unclad beauty
dancing under a chandelier
able to bear, birth, and return
to her svelte, willowy self.
The woman who moves like a thief
under the covers at midnight,
drawing people in, to a breath
that ignites the ears behind closed curtains.
Darling, do you know who a woman truly is?
When everyone asks the woman who she is,
she often says who she is not
because she is caught in the quagmire
of who she should be.
The definitions stick like mud to her soles
and for whatever reason, her kohl-lined eyes
water her cheeks
– formerly kissed and pinched–
while she says:
I remember running barefoot.
Like a lotus, I felt I floated on tender waters.
But that was a very brief moment
when I knew nothing of the depth of that pond.
The many voices in my head tear at me,
the tunes of my heart drown me,
and the trauma stored in my body
forces me to sleep on a rug of solitude.
I admit I was scared of and angry at
everything and anything, men who walked behind me,
those who pretended to call me ‘sister’, who looked at my mother,
who said ‘I do’ at the altar so easily?
I admit I was annoyed at myself
not to know who I am, who I can be, who I should not be.
I am often a pile of mud crouched on the shower floor,
until I get up, wipe my tears, and whisper a prayer…
Darling, a woman is someone with the strength
and the courage of many who have walked before her.
Her roots of femininity are entrenched
in the wounds of her mothers.
A woman does not need to look for further definitions
because SHE IS A WOMAN,
that is enough,
that is being whole enough to slice through the dark.
Bio
A writer and PhD student at the University of Salford (UK), she has just finished writing her nonfiction book on occult practices in Mauritius.
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